B1, B2 & B3 :)

Listening to : Michael jackson - Man in the mirror

I haven't blogged in ages! I've been mad sick with the a flu virus, headache, heart and lung ache, sleep deprive aah everything!
Well besides the sickness and stress, I'm feeling pretty good :) On Saturday I went to Jen's boyfriends birthday party at their house in Doonside. I hesitated to go in because I knew 'he'd' be there so I stayed in the car for abit, and later on I decided to come in. Rarararara, i'll just get straight to the point...Jen gave us two a lecture and we ended up sorting things out and I told him how i felt with me doing everything on my own, and how he's lucky that i'm not putting child support against him rara. Anyways :) we ended up staying there overnight and having our little kisses and cuddles :D:D:D:D AAAAAAAAH, FULL MADE ME :) !!!!
And we didn't sleep until 8:30am the NEXT day! It was us two, jen and arvi, miko, deezy, seane, jason, jimbo and bj in the room and we were peaking our asses off -.- But mine and Jb's peak faded away, and we were just talking under the blanket about EVERYTHING and how this turned out to be so random of us getting back together. Then later on, all of us took photos and started dnming about life and how things have changed in just ONE year from the last time i used to hang out with them. Anyways, we fell asleep and acoupla hours later i think around 4pm we all fully woke up? Ahahaha i know -.- Awww, but it was just soo good to be with him again <3 I swear, i didn't want that night to end! It was soooo good, reminiscing about the old times, and acoupla days later we were talking about it on the phone....how this time it felt so much different? like, everytime we kissed.. It felt so real.. and I knew we both meant it, this wasn't like a random hookup and cause we were peaking, we both felt that intimacy we didn't feel when we were going out. Iduno, it's so hard to explain...all i know is that our love for eachother was always there :) We were just both scared to show it. And we'd have a moment after kissing, we'd just stare in eachothers eyes for AGES.....and i smiled, full telling him "All i see is you, everytime i look at Peighton" and he hugged me...saying he can't wait to see and hold her and that he'll try to be the best dad for her :) haha and everyone was asking about "our wedding" lol :) Well yeah, around 6ish we watched sex drive and afterwards went home cause my mum was going psycho, that i left Peighton for one night....yeah i did feel really bad :( i wanted her to actually come! But, lol it was a party >< so yeah..well atleast me and Jb sorted everything out so he's actually going to be there for her and finally meet her soon :) yey, can't wait!
I'm so tired, anyways i'm off! I'll blog soon again.

I love my baby1 (Jb) and baby3 (pei) :D
One big happy family :):):):)