Listening to : Krazy - Pitbull feat. Lil Jon
It's 6:16AM and i just got home acoupla minutes ago from Havana. Wow, pretty good night out with the girls, but i have to admit...i am starting to get sick of the whole clubbing scene. I wasn't really that pumped either to go?! But yeah wanted to do something since i finished my tafe course :) what an accomplishment besides the drama between restarting the computer and my assignments that i couldn't find! Grrr, anyways who cares, I finished and thats all that matters :)
Felt abit err today when i went out with Maria and Janelle to Blacktown to eat noodle extra. Saw baby daddy and we left on bad terms so that pretty much sums up why i wasn't really excited to go out for the night. Grrr, can't wait till i move to Queensland! Everytime i see him, he just kills my day deadset.
Anyways, clubbing wasn't all that bad i'm just getting so tired of it and i end up going all emo afterwards, like on the way home (felt like we were in the car for 10 hours! lol) stupid drama shit ALWAYS happens everytime we go clubbing:
1) I didn't end up 'working' guhhreat laters to extra $$$
2) Some sleezedick that tried to take advantage of me..not going into details cause grr i was so angry and upset
3) Crossing the enemy line. Hmm
4) I was dancing RIGHT next to um, baby daddy's brother? Didn't realize until he turned around and that just killed my night cause HE was in my head non stop.
5) Dramas with people driving back home, uh like if your gonna drink and/or do stupid shit and offer to drive back home atleast freaking limit yourself on the alcohol and what not! Ah, missions missions.
I so cbf to go out now, and the whole night i was thinking about Peighton <3 I seriously could NOT stop thinking about her, and hopeing shes okay at my brothers house. I've never been so worried i guess thats just a mother intuition. I miss her so much, all i want is for her to be by my side. I might've been a tad paranoid about leaving her. Maybe cause my love for her is more than words can ever describe.
ALRIGHT EMO! hahaha. anyways i'm off to bed hate thinkin about all this crap.
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