Triple P's + P!

Listening to : The Lost Soul - Headhunterz

I love Peighton soooo much, it's indescribable! You know, I've never loved kids this much because i had no clue what to do with them! Ever since time progressed and i've started to get use to Pei and babysitting my nieces and nephews, i pretty much wanna make and adopt 1000 more kids! hahahaha, later in the future :)
Anyways, yesterday was Zoei's first birthday, shes the cutest little papaya baby ever and her skin is soooo white and clear it makes me want to eat her ahaha. I didn't stay there long because my mum was just chillin' at kellyville shops (full cbf to go home and drive back 2 hours later) so we were in Keeshas room hanging out and talking. Arrived home around 6, sooo bored cause Pei fell asleep so i was doin jack and Nat called to come out :) Abit've hesitation cause we didn't know what to do, where to go, we just wanted to chillatch! Got picked up brought my macbook and went for a cruise all the way to emu plains! with our white areo's trippin out on the window that had some screwed up drawing of a naked chick hahaha. We were soo paranoid so we just stopped at the nearest place - maccadeeeez. I was flying, swimming, dancing, shuffling and doin the randomest shit haha and we got into the car just talking our lives away and bitching about our boyfriends/ex boyfee's grr. Ahaha shit aye, like best night i've had ever since forfuckinever! Good 'ol girls night in the car chewin chewies, it's pretty randomt though cause i've known Natti since acoupla years back and i know 'off' Cindy and Jenibi, just never had the chance to meet them straight up and shit, we got along so damn well and it was the first night we met! Funniest girls out buh, *WHAAAAAAAAAAT! raisin one leg up, hand shakin' hahaha (inside joke) yeah ANYWAYS, Decided to drive back home around 3am and i was smacked out hard, i felt so dead, i just wanted to clonk out on my front door step but as soon as i came into the house and saw Peighton..... my mind was just on her, and i couldn't even go to bed because i just LOVE staring at her while shes asleep. I didn't feel tired at all so I washed her bottles and made milk. I even woke up early today around 10ish for her next feed and i just felt...happy for some reason :) Haven't been like this in ages!
But anyways, I stayed home with Pei today, everyone else went out so me and bubbzy had our bonding time :) Shes starting to blabber and talk jibberish alot now! Yey, and she always smiles when i sing to her, even when its out of tune lol. Awh man, i've never loved someone so much!